in some ways
i feel like the
conducter
of an orchestra
not because i make
beautiful music
far from it
infact my music
reaks of the swill
found in the cavernous
lake of
bull shit
no i feel i orchestrate
that of a thousand
souls
who need not my
conducting
i’m flapping my arms
and wiggling my ass
and throwing around my
baton as if
you are paying attention
but does a muscian really
need the conductor?
or is the music always
there?
music is really just a moment
a feeling
a heart beat.
does your heartbeat
need me?
