she doesn’t know i know
she doesn’t know i seen it all
she didn’t see me in the darkness
watching all along
she didn’t see me standing there
dying inside
she didn’t seem to care
what she was doing
she didn’t care to tell
me that she was …..
i bought a ticket
from greyhound
bags packed headed
west bound
for florida
maybe georgia
kentucky
doesn’t matter now
doesn’t matter where i’ll
go
just sadness now
where love used to be
i can’t look at her
can’t seem to get the
image out of my mind
can’t forget the sounds
of the pleasure
that caused me so much pain
what am i supposed to do
when i was so close to being
gone
what if
what if it’s mine
what if
