So, i was sitting,
wondering, how i could
show you, what I really
am
when i seen, a white envelope,
stuffed with nothing, but
good intention
so i sauntered to the
bathroom,
found an old
rusted razor blade
looked at it closely,
making sure it made the grade.
grabbed a beer from the fridge,
on my way from the john
sat down on a chair,
said a lil’ prayer
“lord, if i’m wrong,
forgive me.
If i’m right, never mind”
then i cut into my wrist
like it was a 20 ounce
t-bone.
drippin red, so they said,
i bled into that envelope.
Wanted to send you some of me,
so you’d realize, what you did
to me.
I’m real,
even if you think it was fake.
